submission week

This picture pretty much sums up my feeling for the past few weeks and especially this coming week!

Bye bye

"Bye Bye"

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

It's been almost 3 weeks but I don't feel any better, not even a little bit.

6 words women use

1. FINE: is the word used to end an argument when they are right and u need to shut up.

2. 5 MINS: if she’s getting dressed, this means half an hour.

3. NOTHING: this is the calm before the storm. This means something, & you should be on your knees. Arguments that begin with NOTHING usually end in FINE.

4. GO AHEAD: this is a dare, not a permission. Don’t do it!

5. LOUD SIGH: this means she thinks you’re an idiot & wonders why she is wasting her time standing here & arguing with you about NOTHING.

6. THAT’S OKAY: this means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistakes.

Send this to the MEN u know. To warn them about arguments they can avoid if they remember the terminology.

Send this to the WOMEN you know. To give them a good laugh, because they know it’s true.

Taken from here.

My Other Mother

Al-Fatihah
In loving memory
Rusita bt Salleh
11 November 1968- 24 September 2009

It’s awfully difficult to wake up every morning knowing that you’re not here anymore. Ever since I was born, you were there for me. You took care of me, you cooked and cleaned for me, you’ve dedicated almost 25 years of your life to us without any qualms. But yet we took your presence for granted, assuming that you’ll always be here. As a punishment God Al-Mighty took you away because you’re just too good for us.

I am so terribly sorry for all of the hurt I caused you. You have done so much for me but I will never get the chance to repay you. My biggest regret in life will always be that I never took the chance to repay or even thank you for all the things you have done selflessly for me for the past 22 years of my life.

I have so much more to say but I can't seem to fine the right words for it. I never felt so defeated in life,it feels like a part of me died with you.

My beloved aunt passed at the age of 40 due to a motorcycle accident on 24th September 2009. She was on her way to the wet-market on the 28th Day of Ramadhan (Friday, 18th September 2009) when she was hit by a 15-year-old motorcyclist. The boy was text-ing while riding the motorcycle.

my woeful monday

My philosophy with exams or test or quiz :
When all else fails, shit your way through hegh hegh



Hours of precious time spent staring at the lecture notes during the weekends didn't help at all
As I stared blankly at the question paper, feeling rather blank huhu

Haish wednesday, wednesday where art thou? :(

The Glamour List : 20 People It's Totally OK To Hate

One of my favourite article at any magazine ever is The Glamour List. It's hilarious, witty and never fails to crack me up every time i read it. Here's one of my favourite Glamour List,

20 People It's Totally OK To Hate

1. The hairdresser who hears, "An inch off the bottom, please" as "post-shave Britney Spears."

2. Men who insist on doing the Ricky Gervais 'dance' at parties. Get your own personality, losers.

3. The shopper who 'mistakes' the eight-items-or-less aisle at Tesco for the all-you-can-cram-into-one-basket queue.

4. The oh-so-smug voice that says: "Your call is important to us, please hold the line." If we're so damn important, please put us through...

5. The blonde, tanned gym goddess who's had every sweat gland in her body removed.

6. Anybody who says, "I want to give this 150%" with a straight face.

7. The withheld number caller who never leaves a message. Speak goddamn you, speak!

8. Any actor appearing in insurance commercials. We know a man has to eat but...

9. The person who asks, "When's it due?" on the day you debut your new smock top.

10. Obsessive Facebook 'funwallers'. We didn't find the first 50 penis glove puppets funny. Yours is no different.

11. Your skinny friend who refuses dessert then demolishes half of yours.

12. The bank call-centre swot who looks at your transactions then comments on your love of shopping. So rude.

13. The sandwich-shop hogger who takes forever to pick a filling then...pays by card. What part of lunch hour do they not get?

14. Estate agents.

15. The taxi driver who recounts his (incredibly dull) life history as soon as you step in the car.

16. You boyfriend, when he's suffering with 'man flu'.

17. The shopper who casually reaches over your shoulder and swans off with the last dress in your size.

18. The morning commuter who reads your newspaper over your shoulder... and has bad breath.

19. Any family member who utters the immortal line, "So, are you courting yet?"

20. Builders who say, "Smile, love, it might never happen." It just did, sweetheart.

Obesession with the Firsts

Generally like most newly crowned grandparents, my parents can't stop obsessing about their first grandchild. Quite often their daily conversation will evolves around him or somehow connected to the kid. Hours spent in front of the PC/Lappie looking at his pictures and commenting on every feature the kid have. Somehow they'll have something new to comment on, every time looking/analyzing through at his picture. Their obsession can be quite amusing actually, for example this is a common weekly conversation at my house.

Before getting the pictures:

Mommy/Dad : Have your sister sent/emailed new pictures of haffiy?

Us Kids : Noooo, they haven't. We don't think Haffiy has changed much after a week ma/bah.


Analyzing process after getting the pictures:

Mommy: look at this picture, he looks like an Orang Iban here!

Dad: Check this one out, he looks like Shin Chan here hahahaha.

meet lil shan chan =)

Yes, they expect a weekly pictorial update of their beloved grandchild! One time, my parents wanted to create a Facebook account so they could see pictures of Haffiy posted by my sister. Of course that didn't happen, Facebook would have to be as obsolete as Friendster before I could let that happen ok! hehe

The house's desktop background is a picture of Haffiy, weekly updated of course. ;D